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I Lost A Part Of Me

The bell rang restlessly.
And when he answered the call,
There was a huge silence.
An unpleasant silence
Which filled each one of us
With terror.
He looked at my face.
I was waiting for 'nothing serious '
As the answer had always been.
' I'm sorry ' he muttered.
I had no words.
Nor did he.
When we reached the place,
We saw people we didn't even know.
All in black
With tears we can't count.
There in the middle of
Shattered pieces of hearts,
There laid the most beautiful soul
Covered in white shawl.
The soul who lived many lives
Before leaving,
Was resting.
Don't know if in peace or in pain.
My eyes yet couldn't believe.
Actually, I wasn't wishing to believe.
The tears refused to stop
And my heart refused to act strong.
All my unfulfilled promises,
All her soothing words,
All her undue love,
And all my spoken harsh words.
They haunted me all together
And killed me half.
Didn't know that life could be this harsh.
Though I had always been the victim.
Never knew what it feels like
Loosing a part of me.
The scene made scars on my heart
That no one could see.
But could feel.



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