Last wednesday was so hectic. We all were super tired as we just got back from Jaipur. Now tiredness has a very devasting effect on me. I think about all my problems and issues in one go and sadness hit me hard like a huge truck carrying 100 elephants. So as usual, I cried and cried and cried till my eyes refused to spare anymore drop of tear. My nose just turns red when I cry. So Kunju, my lil sis took pics of me to show everyone that I looked similar to a rotten tomato when I cried. But to be honest, I was so down. So I grabbed my blanket and covered myself as if it could help me fight my anxities. Anyways, it helped me hide my rotten tomato like face though. Then I heard my mom giggling. I peeped out to see what was she laughing at. And I knew the cause when I saw kunju standing near her with the mobile in one hand. "Mummy!!" I yelled frowing at her. " Ya, now that makes a perfect tomato there" she said winking at me. Then she pulled the blanket off me and grabbed my hand which was busy wiping off the tears. Then she took a pen and scribbled something with a simle. "Don't tell anyone, okay?" she said without loosing her smile. Though I was curious to know what she wrote, but I had to keep acting that I'm angry or else I would have lost my self esteem, so I had to make few facial expressions to state that I was still angry. But kunju seemed to be more curious as she jumped over me to read it. After mumbling few words, she smiled too. Now, my curiosity level had hit its buzzer. So letting go my ego, I turned to read and I saw 'You are Unique' scribbled on my hand in a neat handwriting. I am unique. That's what she thinks. Yes. She is right. I can work miracles. If she believes in me, what do I need more. Because, so far, whatever she says turns out to be true. It's not that she has got some astrological education. But she has got brains that work better than any of ours. So, yeah. If she says so, I actually am. So, I can do something better. So, I will one day.
But then I again bursted in tears thinking about how she believes in me and how unconditionaly she loves me.
But then I again bursted in tears thinking about how she believes in me and how unconditionaly she loves me.
Jaipur is in cold eventhough just see word figti using balnket :) isnt it
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